Hey you...
Thank you for taking your time reading this... I know you're either interested or nosey!! lol but i really appreciate it!

I'm a very bussy girl.. Always doing something.. The reason why is that i'm finding my own purpose in life... what are my quality's and what are my weaknesses.. I lost myself a few years back.. didn't do a damn with life.. feeling sorry for myself.. pitty myself.. never thought that i would find the real me again...
I was hurt.. didn't let anyone close to me..
I felt alone.. etc..

Than that moment comes that God and the good spirits talked to me.. ( I see you thinking like.. What the Hell!! She crazy!! lol) You will understand soon...

I was to bussy with feeling sorry for myself that i didn't saw what happend to me.. the people i met.. the conversations i had.. the good and bad experiences with men around me.. my work. and the people who are around me who love me and care for me..

I was on the internet alot back than.. and i met a guy from Washington DC.. Very cute! a guy i wanted to spend my life with.. ( Yeah i know i lived in a soap serie hahah..)

But what i didn't realize is that he opend my mind to new things.. talked to me about life.. "his" life.. so after a while I started thinking about my own life..

What i wanted in life.. for myself..
he made me read a book.. and while reading "The Alchemist" it made me feel calm.. learning new things about life.. like that God and the spirits comunicate with us true signs..

Here is when i was looking for the signs they gave to me..

I was connecting with a good friend of mine again.. didn't talked to him in a while..

There is where God and the good spirits are helping me get out of my sorrow.. and bitterness..

This friend of mine... he really helped me because i was very sad, unhappy and closed for people who wanted to get close to me.. he talked to me.. day in day out..

Took the time to get to know me again.. listen to me, helping me get out of my sorrow.. I really appreciate that and i wanna thank you my friend for helping me get back on my feet again.. You also made me see what life's all about.. and how fun and wonderfull it is.. Thank you so much..

I had a bad relationship brake up... i lost my trust in all men out there.. ( sorry guys..) But this friend and male person let me see that not all men are dogs! that there are still men out there who know when they found a real woman and know how to treath them..

I know now that every kind of relationship i had and the people i meet are in my life for a reason.. i have to learn something about them or they are in my life learning things about me... When all is said and done and teached and learned.. for some reason these people dissapere out of my life..

Sometimes people come back in my life.. like someone is now.. a woman i have so much respect for! we both know that there is a reason for us rolling together right now.. she is teaching me new things in life.. ya'll have to ask her if there is anything i teach her.. but one thing i know for sure God and the good spirits send her to me.. She makes me realize what kind of woman i am... and what i want and more important what i don't want in life..
How to be the woman i am deep inside and how to show that to people around me.. and men around me...

I meet a lot of men and believe me.. i'm a woman who believes in L.O.V.E. and believes that God will send me a male person who he created.. like he created me..

Resently life is treating me very well.. because i treat life with respect and respect others around me..
Being the person that i am.. Helpfull, Caring and loving.. and crazy haha..
I do what i love and love what i do!!


I've learned to deal with my flaws because i know i got them! like everyone els.. and that everything i want in life doesn't come knocking at my door.. instead i'm working really hard to get what i want and when i do that.. God and the spirits will help me get it..

I worked very hard getting my drivers licence and i got it!

I worked really hard to buy my own car.. and i got it!

I worked very hard to get myself a place of my own.. and i got that too!!

I feel very blessed that i have my friends and familie and colleagues around me helping me and caring for me and love me...

To you i wanna say that i love you so much! and i always will... and for the new people in my life i wanna say the same.. There is a reason why our paths crossed..

just remember that i'm always there for all of you!

Use my knowledge.. because i'm learning and want to share it..

Recieve my love when i'm giving it to you..

Ask for help when you need mine..

Life has so many things ahead for me and i am greatfull for that! i'm still learning every day.. and i will for many years..

Thank you for reading this..
This is just a little part of me i wanted to share with ya'll...
Hope you liked it..

Much love hugs and kisses..
May God and the spirits guide you like they guide me...

God Bless ya'll

Marilyn O'Brien (Emmetje)